Anima

I wonder if I'm missing out on anything, not having enough girl friends. I have one close girl friend here, which is great but combined, our personalities come across as being rather androgynous, which is still great. Just occasionally, there's a side of me that misses being a trashbag ho. Film sets are full of tomboys and lesbians. I don't think I have any girlie girlfriends here thus I paint my own nails and the closest I can get to being feminine is when a gay sales assistant fake compliments my shoes.

I miss camwhoring with girls who know their cameras. I've had this weird fixation with dresses lately and I spent the whole of yesterday looking at fashion websites and http://lookbook.nu/ because I need more female companionship. It's so bad I've slipped talking about dresses a couple of times with my boy friend, of all people. I bet he thinks I'm crazy.

I want to share cigarettes and bottles of tequila with women I love and not be the only one with painted nails. Instead, I've been checking out and rating women with my guy friends, or boys with my boy friends; talking cameras and editing. I miss talking to girls about cameras and editing. I miss getting dressed up by Duygu for a photoshoot or asked to strike a pose by Liyana. I miss saving Melina when she's drunk and getting drunker with Diyana. Fong Yin, you're awesome and I'm lucky enough to see you often so I don't have to miss you too. ]=)

I'm looking up how to make chicken leek pie for Friday dinner. So far this looks to be the best recipe to model after. As in the comment, I don't know how necessary it would be to put whole onions in the pie to keep the pie crust from collapsing. I think if you fill it enough, it'll be fine. I'm a bit confused as to why you wouldn't have to bake the bottom crust first with a weight on top to keep the bottom crust from inflating though. I'll do it my way. See how it goes. And if all fails, I'll call momma. ]=)