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I hardly have songs that I would play on loop but this one never seems to escape me. The more I listen to it, the more true it becomes to my life and I've never wanted cake this bad before. It feels like a good prediction to which I missed the seminar.
I don't know how people do it. The thought of it makes me ill inside. How do people bear relationships that are too successful and long? How do you not exhaust one another by knowing (gnawing) each other inside out till there is no more marrow? After a while it turns into a consuming beast; greedy and ravenous. Yet conflict, drama, coming back and forth fuels passion. It stirs, boils the blood allowing oxygen to flow through your veins consistently. This constant renewal keeps love alive and youthful because heaven is a destination which quickly turns into complacence and human beings are not designed to stop. Satisfaction and the search for it is like a shark, that if it stops swimming it dies from a lack of oxygen and drowns to death in its atmosphere. From what I've learnt from living in a turbulent family environment is argument and hate destroys. Yet, from my last and only relationship I learnt that too much peace and contentment can also destroy in a manner that is just as evil.
I am of the opinion that the way to a passionate love is knowing how to argue and come back because it is in our nature to love as much as it is to love hating. Hate, too, can be fueled into passion which is why sometimes rock star marriages work out. Note: Sharon and Ozzy Osbourne. Kurt Cobain dieded. Hate is bearable and vanquishable, much more than love, even. In theory there's so much you can benefit from if you turn hate into a kind of love. It's like exfoliating - you need some fiction to keep your skin glowing.
But what do I know. Apparently I treat men like accessories (I do not I'm just ruthless towards the weak and icky and I know I know it makes me suck and scares them off). But those days are over. Back to school and my final year of university and I am ECSTATIC beyond explanation. I'm getting so tired of living under someone else's accord for my own benefit.
KK was good. Got out just in time for the shit to hit the fan. People talk and KK echoes, I say. Then Adryz goes, "the rest of the world is nice but KK's better." I can't argue. KK is nice and I'll be honest. Jersey does suck.
I don't know how people do it. The thought of it makes me ill inside. How do people bear relationships that are too successful and long? How do you not exhaust one another by knowing (gnawing) each other inside out till there is no more marrow? After a while it turns into a consuming beast; greedy and ravenous. Yet conflict, drama, coming back and forth fuels passion. It stirs, boils the blood allowing oxygen to flow through your veins consistently. This constant renewal keeps love alive and youthful because heaven is a destination which quickly turns into complacence and human beings are not designed to stop. Satisfaction and the search for it is like a shark, that if it stops swimming it dies from a lack of oxygen and drowns to death in its atmosphere. From what I've learnt from living in a turbulent family environment is argument and hate destroys. Yet, from my last and only relationship I learnt that too much peace and contentment can also destroy in a manner that is just as evil.
I am of the opinion that the way to a passionate love is knowing how to argue and come back because it is in our nature to love as much as it is to love hating. Hate, too, can be fueled into passion which is why sometimes rock star marriages work out. Note: Sharon and Ozzy Osbourne. Kurt Cobain dieded. Hate is bearable and vanquishable, much more than love, even. In theory there's so much you can benefit from if you turn hate into a kind of love. It's like exfoliating - you need some fiction to keep your skin glowing.
But what do I know. Apparently I treat men like accessories (I do not I'm just ruthless towards the weak and icky and I know I know it makes me suck and scares them off). But those days are over. Back to school and my final year of university and I am ECSTATIC beyond explanation. I'm getting so tired of living under someone else's accord for my own benefit.
KK was good. Got out just in time for the shit to hit the fan. People talk and KK echoes, I say. Then Adryz goes, "the rest of the world is nice but KK's better." I can't argue. KK is nice and I'll be honest. Jersey does suck.
